Hello,
I just wanted to let you know in the nicest way possible. I may be almost 15 and you don't have to help me tie my shoes anymore but I still need you. I still need you when I get all moody and "Ohmygod life is great I'm too lucky, give me a hug right now dammmit!". I still seek your approval with everything I do, and wheter or not you like it I still hope to make you happy. I still need a "Good Job!" or "That's my girl!" every now and then. And sometimes with our hectic schedules it's good to just take all the stress away for a moment and let me talk to you, no matter how pointless the stuff I have to say is. That it's okay for you to come into my room, to talk or just whatever. It's not off limits or anything, just please don't nag me to clean it up! Know that I love you, it's just hard for me to tell you that or to listen to you sometimes, and know that I try, I honestly do. And right now I'm sound all sappy like all of us are horrible people or something. We're not, I just think about this sometimes. I still would like a big bear hug after PRing in a meet, or making whatever. I need to know you back me up on what I do. Just a refresher, because sometimes I forget that all your hard work IS to keep me going, to keep me here and to support all of us. I love you!
Hope this didn't sound too mushy or messed up,
Maddie
Song stuck in my head today: 1, 2, 3 WHAT ARE WE FIGHTING FOR? ♥
Keep on keepin' on,
Madison
It's so easy for everyone to get stuck inside their own heads, but also so easy to get stuck inside other heads; worrying and trying can become too much. Loving yourself is under rated (^.^)...keep loving the world miss..
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